My poor Darling Nicky, he struggled so much to live, I could see that he was a real fighter. Sadly, he could not take it anymore. But it was really strange, it looked as though Nicky waited for me to be around before he died.
It was last Friday, as usual I came back quite late after work to find Nicky lying helpless in his comfortable place with little pillow and a blanket to keep him warm. Immediately I attended to him first, he really looked in a bad shape this time, I knew at once that he was drying, so I touched him and rubbed his head several times and uttered his name many times trying comfort him and to make him feel safe with me. I gave him only little drops of water to drink, a few drops before he passed on. Nicky grabbed my right hand closer to him. I could hear a strange cry from him before he struggled with his last breath. I kept calling his name to show him love and made him feel safe till finally Nicky stopped breathing. Nicky died on a Friday but on a late Friday evening around 10.00 p.m. I buried him with the help of the Maintenance staff on Saturday next to Coco's grave who died in early July this year. I regret for not being able to do the best for both Coco and Nicky.
"HAPPY FLUFFY FRIDAY"
though mine is a sad one!
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Oh no sad sad news indeed.... was he sick Lil? At least he said goodbye to u first before leaving for good, so sad reading this... :'( :'( :'( :'(
I hope u will be strong and try to move on for the sake of ur other kids okay? U will always have Nicky close to ur heart and I'm sure he will remember u for always... love and hugs sweetie... :* :*
Big hugs for u and ur meows! :-D :-D
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i'm soo sorry to hear this Lil.. I know he has been a sick a long time right? At least his suffering is over now. :'( :'(
It's never easy losing a family member but at least you were with him.. I think he mmg waiting for you too.. he wants to say goodbye.. RIP Nicky... you were loved! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
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Memang kesian dia, he was really a good cat, very manja to me and tak pernah bagi I marah dgn dia. Even when he was weak, he crawled to the workarea next to the washroom to the litter. I was amazed that he really waited for me for the last goodbye, dia sanggup tahan to be at my side before he his last breath! I kept
calling his name and touched him to make him feel safe me being around!
I happened so fast, one day he was not walking properly, took him to the vet, and according to Dr. Nicky should be sent to a vet who can check his blood, but he did mention that Nicky had been attacked by fleas!
So I went to another vet, Dr Vanaja my previous professionad Dr. but she had sold her clinic to Dr. Kamal, he is quite good too. He told me the same, Nicky had been attacked by fleas, so gave him D-worms and I bought vit. for energy also bought "Frontline" but I was really careful, I did not spray alot on him and did not spray everyday. Nicky was fighting back to recover, he even walked to the litter, and ate and drank on its own. I really don't understand why suddenly he became weaker like as though this sickness is challenging him all the way till it came to a point Nicky cannot take it anymore! I thought perhaps Nicky could manage to survive but just that he cannot walk straight. I think these fleas might have attacked his nerves systems. Strange enough all my other kitties not affected. luckily! :'( :'( :'(
In fact, before I shifted to KL, I wanted to booster all my cats including the rescued cats even though I cannot just spent so much, need for shifting and to start my life again. Those from Pejabat hairwan normally would come by van to my house to booster all the kitties, luck was not on my side, they were running out of the solutions to booster all my cats. And when I was in KL I cannot just go to the vet and bring all these cats, I need a van to do that, I do not have transport and on the top of that I need a lots of cash for shifting, remember I shifted to 3 apartment in order to get the right one. My friend if only you know another truth behind all these, you will be shocked because I do blame a few culprits who made my life upside down, those who cheated me, those who loan and never settle me for year, maybe one day I will expose all these, otherwise I would have been quite comfortable and all my cats saved! >:o >:o >:o >:o >:o
Thanks for your big hugs dear, same to you and your meow meow, so it is not a Happy Fluffy Friday after all! :* :* :*
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Thanks for your kind words my dearest LadyJava. :* :* :* :*
Yes dear, even though my intention now is to give away many more kitties to good owners/homes, I still want all these meow meow to have a good life with me or with those who take them. :* :* :* :* I do miss them so!
Yes at least Nicky do not have to suffer any more, he is sure at peace now! :* :* :*
So do not trust many with money, I was cheated in a way almost puluh2 ribu!!!! >:o >:o
It happened ..........
..for years...
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